I have just realised that before today the last Post I wrote was two months ago!!!! Such alot has been going on in my life that time has become an illusion, i think perhaps it always was yet today I feel it more than ever. I have done such alot over the past few months that I can’t even begin to explain anyway loads of stuff has happened on every front possible and to then realise that its November again and its dark and we have had no summer is taking its toll and I hope everyone is trying to stay optimistic..